juliskywalker
Jedi Knight
*THERE'S NO GREATER MISERY THAN TO REMEMBER WITH BITTER REGRET A DAY WHEN YOU WERE HAPPY*
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Post by juliskywalker on May 14, 2007 22:54:34 GMT -5
A little companion to "a journey to our past" but this is with Padme's feelings about being a mother
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juliskywalker
Jedi Knight
*THERE'S NO GREATER MISERY THAN TO REMEMBER WITH BITTER REGRET A DAY WHEN YOU WERE HAPPY*
Posts: 162
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Post by juliskywalker on May 14, 2007 23:14:39 GMT -5
Leia was looking through some old boxes of her mother, she had found more pictures, old speeches, dresses, she even found one old rose in a book, she didn't know who gave her mother that rose, after all two great mans loved her mother, and both had given something of their lifes for her, Obi Wan? accepted her happines eventough it was his curse, and her father? her father gave her his life, saved their son, and also embraced the darkness, something could leia's attention, it was a kind of diary but it was empty it had only had one page written.
Here I continue my story....It has been a month since Anakin returned to the Clone wars and since then I have been feeling lonely but today that change, it was like if a little ligth came to my world when the ones i love the most are far away, I like to see this as a gift, a gift that someone who know what Anakin and i have been thorugh and knows that we deserve this, I can't imagine Anakin's face when i tell him, he's going to be a father, it's incredible!, to think i have a person inside of me, since i was 14 I know what is to carry responsabilities, and to think in the people first, but now it's different, this little one,it's counting with me, to carry, to care, to be it's mother, oh my child!, i wonder if it's a boy or a girl, oh how silly of me! of course it's a boy, I can feel it, I hope he has his father's eyes.
It's weird, a week has passed since Anakin return and now i feel more sad than when he was away, I love Anakin to death, but I am worried about his nigthmares, about what he could do, someone once told me that when you could only see darkness to hold yourself to the good things that could come in a future, and now I can't see nothing but darkness in Anakin's future and also in mine, but it's different I now that my baby will have a happy life, I know that even with all this darkness, and the bad times that are approaching I'll do anything for my baby, after 28 years I come to understand my mother, what I'll be willing to do for my baby? everithing, what will give? my life.
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Post by sexystarwarslover on May 15, 2007 2:29:21 GMT -5
aww so cute love it
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Post by Astrid on May 16, 2007 9:23:56 GMT -5
So sweet and so sad. Nice thoughtful writing.
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Post by lawyer on Sept 1, 2008 23:06:32 GMT -5
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